Burning Annoyance

I shot another short movie, today. It’s titled “Burning Annoyance” and it represents my actual feelings. In these days I feel bored. Well, not just bored. Bored to death. Annoyed. Everything seems distant from me or, worst, I feel myself light years away from everything. I can’t focus on anything and as I try to…

Pain Fear

Today I polished and finished my first, real short movie. Being a movie maker is a thing I thought a lot about, in these past months. I always wanted to try since my only “work”, previously, was the into video I realized for this travel blog. Well, now that’s not my only short movie anymore….

Pushing forward

Got back to my ship today. Just needed to focus. And try to relax a bit. Never felt so lone. All around me, wherever I look at, I see happy people, young or old faces passing by with their ships. Going somewhere, in the ‘Verse. And while they go, I’m stuck here, with a job…

Dark places

Dark places are everywhere. Out there. But also inside me. Maybe inside there are the worst places I’ve ever visited. The right question, now, is… am I really emerged from the places I’ve been lately? I’m looking at the mirror and I can’t recognize the man I see. I’m changed in this period. I can…

Secrets

Secrets are everywhere. Around me. Around this station. I met someone in these days over here and chit-chatted with them. I enjoyed they vision of the ‘Verse. I know it could sound weird reading this lines of mine but let me be clear on that: I’m not gonna become a pirate, my friends. Not at…

Waiting

It’s been quite a long time since I wrote something. Not because I did not have time but because I spent too much time thinking about it. I’ve been in Hex for quite a time, now and it helped me focus on things I did not thought about before. While I’m waiting for my contact…

Back to Hex

I’m back to the Hex. I’m unable to stay away from this place. There’s something, here, which drives me mad about. I can’t figure it out. Yet, here I am. It’s the smell, maybe. Or sounds, all around, which engulf me deeper inside this station. Don’t know. Everything just seems calm and quiet. Crystallized. All…

Great news

I’m back at Port Olisar. And I couldn’t feel any better. First thing first. I brought some things back from the Hex. Damn, they’re really fine pieces of clothing. I grab them from the shop in the station and I can’t find anything better of more comfortable. But clothes are not the only thing I…

Her majesty

The more I stare at it, the more I feel this strong sensation, deep down on me. It’s uncommon, you know, to get lost at first sight. Especially for an explorer. You tend to get accustomed to certain things. Yet, its beauty is stunning. It’s forged from iron and marvel. It’s embrace a specific geometry…

Never

My towering crony never sallies aside. Never. It gladly shags, besides this binary joyride. In this endless recess, we never secede. Along with these golden stars, which will never recede.

That old picture

An old picture. That’s all. Just some faces. Lost forever. Who were they? Why were they together? All those moments and memories are lost. Lost forever. The Gim Hex’s bar is filled with memories, it seems. It has plenty of it. An infinite number. Every corner hides a story. Every space seems to whisper a…

Wafted to ashes

My heart bashes. My blood spunks, inside my threads. I feel the bounce of the impending threats. Lights are lambent and grimy. Souls are arid and steamy. Wafted to ashes.

A selfie from the Hex

I incredibly safely landed the Miss Elizabeth on one of the Hex’s landing area. No one seems to be here, except for few people. I run to the airlock and got to the armistice area of the station and then… I got hooked to this place. Damn, it’s beautifully scaring. Rusty and scaring. It can…

I’ve found it

I’ve found it. And it is a beauty. At last, I’m floating in the void of space, looking at this terrific station. It’s incredible the sense of scale this place suggests. How small I feel. It’s anything like Port Olisar, or Area 18. In there, you feel the greatness of mankind. In here, instead, you…

Finding the Hex

More than thousand years ago, the famous explorer David Livingstone once said: “I determined never to stop until I had come to the end and achieved my purpose“. Well, more than thousand years later I’m proud of being able to say the same thing. Finally… I’ve found the Hex! I’ve found it! I knew I…

Big Business

It’s strange. Sometimes you find out something new when, instead, you’re trying to find something else. I took the Miss Elizabeth out for a tour on Yela’s asteroid belt, days ago. I was still looking for the Hex. I had no luck. Not at all (I will find that station, I swear). But I’ve been…

3 sheets to the wind

Capt… captain’s bl… No… I… I mean… I should… I should put this… this… in another section… I… heck… Damn… party’s over… I guess… Should… should lay here… for a while… For a…

Searching for the Hex

The Miss Elizabeth is out in space, in Yela’s asteroid field. I have a mission to accomplish. A personal issue to fulfill: I need to find the infamous Grim Hex station. If I really care abut this blog of mine I need to find it. And explore it. A really wanna know what lies beneath…

Back in space

It’s been a while, I admit it. I’ve no interest in declining it. It’s been a while since I took the Miss Elizabeth for a ride. I felt empty. And lonely. I felt nothing was really important. I had, of course, on of my low moments. Those moments when literally everything seems dark and cold….

My own ol’ blues.

The sun is murmuring bright. Like an unwonted ooze. I’m engulfing such a distant light. Secluded. Unclasped. Playing my own ol’ blues.