I need a break

It’s simple as it is. I need a break. From my job, from my mundane life, from the ‘Verse itself. I still don’t know what I’m gonna do, or what I’m gonna be. All I know is that I’m not comfortable with my life any more. Recent events did indeed lead me to this conclusion….

Pushing forward

Got back to my ship today. Just needed to focus. And try to relax a bit. Never felt so lone. All around me, wherever I look at, I see happy people, young or old faces passing by with their ships. Going somewhere, in the ‘Verse. And while they go, I’m stuck here, with a job…

Dark places

Dark places are everywhere. Out there. But also inside me. Maybe inside there are the worst places I’ve ever visited. The right question, now, is… am I really emerged from the places I’ve been lately? I’m looking at the mirror and I can’t recognize the man I see. I’m changed in this period. I can…

Secrets

Secrets are everywhere. Around me. Around this station. I met someone in these days over here and chit-chatted with them. I enjoyed they vision of the ‘Verse. I know it could sound weird reading this lines of mine but let me be clear on that: I’m not gonna become a pirate, my friends. Not at…

Waiting

It’s been quite a long time since I wrote something. Not because I did not have time but because I spent too much time thinking about it. I’ve been in Hex for quite a time, now and it helped me focus on things I did not thought about before. While I’m waiting for my contact…

Her majesty

The more I stare at it, the more I feel this strong sensation, deep down on me. It’s uncommon, you know, to get lost at first sight. Especially for an explorer. You tend to get accustomed to certain things. Yet, its beauty is stunning. It’s forged from iron and marvel. It’s embrace a specific geometry…

That old picture

An old picture. That’s all. Just some faces. Lost forever. Who were they? Why were they together? All those moments and memories are lost. Lost forever. The Gim Hex’s bar is filled with memories, it seems. It has plenty of it. An infinite number. Every corner hides a story. Every space seems to whisper a…

A selfie from the Hex

I incredibly safely landed the Miss Elizabeth on one of the Hex’s landing area. No one seems to be here, except for few people. I run to the airlock and got to the armistice area of the station and then… I got hooked to this place. Damn, it’s beautifully scaring. Rusty and scaring. It can…

I’ve found it

I’ve found it. And it is a beauty. At last, I’m floating in the void of space, looking at this terrific station. It’s incredible the sense of scale this place suggests. How small I feel. It’s anything like Port Olisar, or Area 18. In there, you feel the greatness of mankind. In here, instead, you…

3 sheets to the wind

Capt… captain’s bl… No… I… I mean… I should… I should put this… this… in another section… I… heck… Damn… party’s over… I guess… Should… should lay here… for a while… For a…

Back in space

It’s been a while, I admit it. I’ve no interest in declining it. It’s been a while since I took the Miss Elizabeth for a ride. I felt empty. And lonely. I felt nothing was really important. I had, of course, on of my low moments. Those moments when literally everything seems dark and cold….

Alone

I’m alone, in here. I only have my gun with me. That’s not much. Actually, it’s nothing, compared to the unknown endangering me. Better get back to Olisar, before it’s too late. I’ve downloaded all the info for ICC. Time to reach the 315p and sped up. I faced my personal fear, today. Fear of…

Facing the truth

Truth is I’ve always wanted to be alone. Alone in my life. Alone in the ‘Verse. I do really love people. I really do. But I’m not comfortable among people. I can’t understand them. I prefer to be among stars. Among this beautiful pieces of art. Among this tiny sparkling lights which become bigger and…

Like an ocean

The ‘Verse is like an ocean. It’s deep. And intense. Quantum driving makes you understand that. It feels great to be outside normal space. Makes you wander the future. And the present. Makes you travel with imagination more than with engines. It’s deep out there. I know. It’s more deeper than a lake. It’s an…

On the seat

I always respected the chair. I’ll always do. It’s part of my nature. There’s no place in the ‘Verse like it. It’s the place where you do the difference. I’m gonna do the difference.

Floating

I wish I had more time. More then one single life. I wish I had at least a couple. Or even more of them. I’m floating around, suspended in this incredible nothing of the ‘Verse. It’s like emerging from the deepest lake on Earth and getting back. All over again and again. I’m not stranded….

Something lost

Something lost. I miss the old days. But new days will come. Days of reckoning. Days of exploration. What a night. I felt adrift, in the vastness of space. I felt alone, in the middle of nowhere. What a night. I felt alive. I felt good.

Waiting

Waiting for my clearance to be approved. Sometime I startle, looking at the enormous holograms above everyone’s head. Isn’t it amazing?

Creepy Olisar

Nobody around at this time. This place really scares me, sometimes.

The G-Loc

Waiting for my friends, at ArcCorp, I’m contemplating the vastness of the human power. And the G-Loc bar is amusing. Hanging out with the bartender. He’s a nice guy. He knows many things, around here. A beer is what I need, now. But tonight I’ll need something else. Pizza. I’m gonna eat pizza. Someone said…